My poem to you

You aren't more here,
And I feel me very alone
I still to find you in everywhere
In the hope of some day I turn to have you again
I know you won't come back,
But let me live this illusion
Of I have you in my dreams.
Let me dream, because I never wanted lose you
Maybe a day I lose myself
In that dream for no more return.
And thus I forever keep with you,
In a world of illusions,
Illusions that sustain me,
That make me smile,
That give me this force
Of still to struggle by you,
To surpass all that set oneself against
To my biggest wish,
The wish to see again your smile,
The brightness of your eyes
Here, near me again...